d endless road....

eva had a feelin of stagnancy...of loss..of tryin ur best 2 get tht 1 thing u most wanted..n luck failin u each time? of pushin hard every time..yet stayin aput rt whr u r? thy r dese moments tht make u wanna giv up...d true test of nerves tht seperates frm d real mann frm d crowd...

testin times r a part n parcel of every1's life...sum 2 grave 2 handle..a time whn nothin goes ur way..whn all hell breaks loose on u...n u feel lik ur on a highway 2 hell...u lose ur morale..ur patience..ur beliefs n more so ur trust..d very trust tht binds u 2gethr n keeps u up thru times of trials..u lose d hope of any gud cumin ur way sooner or later n lose urself in utter despair..it wasnt as hopeles as it seemed..but 2 u it strts seemin lik a dead end..a maze wid no way out..

but its wudnt entirely b ur fault...its d way it is...its a way of nature 2 test its children..a harsh way 2 make its beings stonger..its d way parents push u n beat u up 2 whn ur little so u can grow up 2 face d harsh world wid d rt attitude..its a way 2 prepare u 4 d way ahead..so d rest of d road is made clearer..u set d 1st step..He takes care of d rest..a pinch of hope is all u need 2 get u thru..

so lose not tht hope..savour every bit of it..4 who knws..whn u mite need a drop of it?

Strange ways of life....

Eva been thru a phase whn everythin seems 2 b goin wrng in life?....b it ur work, studies or relationships...whn u begin 2 get d feelin dat fate has a nice conspiracy cookin up against u...tht destiny has turned its bak on u n God has 4gotten u...n tht all u do jus ends up gettin u all d more screwed...so u tend 2 get even more upset n end up screin up all d more..n thn it goes on..1 thin leads 2 d othr...strtin a vicious circle...feelin low n messin up more...messed life n feelin low...

so whr does d prob actually lie? is it our perception of d lows in our lives...or is it dat vr meant 2 face those probs as a part of our fate so God makes us think in dat way?...why do v sumtimes end up actin very contrary 2 our nature? y do v mess up simple stuff whn it is very against our tendency 2 do so? take a min out n u mite even realize dat u mite not hav dun half d stuff if things had been normal..so d ques stil reamins..why do v end up messin up our own lives whn vr very wel aware of exactly whr d prob lies?!

d trick is 2 luk upon n analyse whr things r goin wrng...take a closer luk n trace bak 2 d strt of probs...ur sure 2 realize how silly d issue had been..n wht a mountain uve made outta mole...mayb u wont even b able 2 realise it until u begin 2 c d 1st ray of hope in ur super messed up life..but whn u do...its thn dat u shall knw how d sad part was actually smartly designed by destiny 2 lead u to d gud part...its thn dat u shall realize dat...God does hav a strange but unique way 2 sort things out...all u've gotta do is believe in Him...hav hope..have faith..n leve d rest 2 Him...

Colours

Eva imagined a black n white life? Eva even tried seein a black n white movie? Ask a 5 yr old kid 2 do tht n ull c how gifted v are 2 hav colours in our lives...n im not jus spkin abt movies..as in..luk all arnd u...d walls..d vase on ur centre table..d pillows..d trees..flowers..butterflies..fishes...n try figurin how d same stuff wud luk in monochromes...!!!
Imagine havin dreams in black n white mode! how borin...thr wud not b anythin dreamy abt them anymore thn rt? Colors hav beautified d way v luk at things...d way v react 2 them..influenced not jus our opinions abt thm but sumwhr down d line even made us even slightly biased towards sum of thm..cmon guys..b honest n answer dis..how many times hav v stuck 2 puttin on d same shirt on at every occassion cos its ur lucky color?
This mite not b completely superstitous either..cos its a scientifically proven fact tht certain colors hav a tendency 2 affect us in a certain way dependin on d intensity in which thy absorb n reflect light..no wonder y gaudy colors tend 2 irritate most of us..n white soothes all..thr r many more connotations attached wid diff colors..like white - peace, black - devil, red - sexy, pink - gay , blue - calm ....can go on n on...but lets stop dis 1 here...
All in all lets jus say dat colors r a gods way of beautifyin d world...do think of it d next time u c a beautiful shade...while pickin up a dress..or simply while seein d rainbow...n try 2 thnk d creator 4 dis luvly gift...

Dreams n more...

You are entering a mysterious and fascinating world of dreams where the rules of reality do not apply.

A dream unifies the body, mind, and spirit. It provides you with insight into ourselves and a means for self-exploration. In understanding your dreams, you will have a better understanding and discovery of your true self. So stay awhile -- explore, discover, have fun, and find out what's in your dream!

Dreams may range frm sober 1s 2 d craziest 1s u fail 2 even understand...lik dreamin abt God, childrean, dyin , astral projections, ghosts, zombies....u name it..thr shal b whackier than d whackiest u ca imagine..Lets take a luk at a few wierd 1s i found out...

Animal Dreams:

To see animals in your dream, represents your own physical characteristic, primitive desires, and sexual nature, depending on the qualities of the particular animal. Animals symbolizes the untamed and uncivilized aspects of yourself. Thus, to dream that you are fighting with an animal signifies a hidden part of yourself that you are trying to reject and push back into your subconscious.

Aliens:

To see aliens in your dream , signifies that you are having difficulties adapting and adjusting to your new surroundings. You are feeling "alienated" and invaded. On a psychological level, seeing aliens may represent an encounter with an unfamiliar or neglected aspect of your own self.

Cartoon Dreams:

To see others as cartoon characters in your dream, indicates that you are not taking them seriously and often shrug them off. You tend to overlook their opinions and feel that what they have to say is unimportant. Alternatively, it may be easier, less tense, and a non-confrontational way for you to deal with others when you view them as a cartoon.

N ya..how can v forget abt Daydreams!

Daydreams are often viewed as light-hearted in nature and are no more than silly fantasies or wishful thinking. When you daydream, your are accessing your right brain. The right brain is the creative and feminine side of your personality.Actually, the worrying of things can be classified as a form of daydreaming. By repeating these negative images in your mind, you are more likely to make them happen.
But hey..urs d catch...Just as your worrisome daydreams can unwittingly come true via repetition in your mind, you can use it as a tool to your advantage and make positive events happen. You can utilize daydreams as a technique to visualize what you want and hope to happen.

Thr r a lot more recurrin dreams n u may jus feel lik goin on n on...
But In d End all i can say id every dream is unique in its own way..n u knw more abt urself thn any philosopher...so d best way 2 dig in2 a dream is thru ur own self....so..wht ya waitin 4...dream on.....!

just go for it...

The other day i read an article in the times that said something about a man who dropped out of school cos he realized the system isn’t worth it..but that didn`t stop him from moving ahead in life..he went ahead to pursue a course in photography, started his own ad agency, gotta knw d hard facts abt d glam world there n so moved on 2 farming, got ahead wid it n tured an environmentalist....
Today, irrespective of wht he is, he has d content of tryin out wht he always wanted 2.. he din quit lik most of us do...neither was he scared of pursuin his dreams...
Now think abt dis...how many of us have d guts 2 do tht? i can bet 99% of us curse atleast sumthing abt d system each day...b it about d traffic or politics...or ur education system or office management....but..how many times in all dis while hav u given a thot 2 doin sumthin abt it? 4get doin sumthin abt stuff arnd u..how many times ha u dun sumthin 4 ur ownself? sumthin u always wanted 2 do? relive d feel u had whn u 1st tried out sumthin new..a new haircurt..a tattoo..ur 1st rollercostrer ride..feel d rush..dont u feel lik feelin d same 4 ur alltime dreams? thn y arent u goin 4 it? ask urself dis 1 ques b4 judgin stuff arnd u...
For 1ce in ur life ask urself wht is holdin u bak frm livin ur dreams? wht r u scared of ? fear of failure? wel..every1 does tht..failing..rather learnin frm ur failure is d 1st step 2 succcess...or r u scared of goin d unconventional way? thn i'd jus say tht uniqueness is a virtue...
dare 2 believe in urself...dare to do it..trust ur instinct 4 just 1ce..n i guarantee u..u shall not regret it..dare 2 dream..dare 2 live...